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Post by ravi on Oct 29, 2008 15:32:52 GMT -5
The meal was truely a sucess! Ravi's soup was also well liked as everyone had seconds. Ravi enjoyed the comodeiry as Azar's family talked to him and shared also sorts of stories. Ravi was good listener and exchanged a few tales of his own. Mostly life in the city and working for the Lovely Lotus. After supper Ravi looked forward to one thing, and that was bathtime.
The bathroom was a welcomed place for the dancer as he and Azar would had been pouting all evening. Ravi joined him and washed up. Enjoying the warm water and sweet-smelling soaps. Azar left to be in his room.
So Ravi took the opertunity to bathe alone. He washed his arms legs and face as well as his long ebony locks. This night turned out pretty well, even though Azar acted like brat. Ravi was finished scolding him though, and he just wanted to return to the bedroom to cuddle with Azar.
Wearing a silk yellow creme yukata with an ivory sash. Ravi slipped into the bedroom with one of his teakwood brushes and brushed out his hair. He was slient for a few minutes before saying. "I think Lei Lei likes me."
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Post by azar on Oct 30, 2008 16:35:03 GMT -5
Azar tried to make himself comfortable even after Ravi entered the room, but it just wasn't about to happen. No doubt something would be said that sparked an argument or two, especially on Azar's behalf. He may have felt willing to talk things out before, but now he was just mad and hurt. Mad and hurt with everyone. After a few times watching Ravi brush his hair out the corner of his eye, Azar turned to his side, back to Ravi. He didn't even care anymore, and wanted sleep to take him away from that stupid and awful day. Tomorrow probably wouldn't be any better in the pessimistic musician's mind.
But Ravi had to say something, about Azar's mother nonetheless. She wasn't an awful woman, but Azar really saw her as no exception to everyone else. He still may have felt a bit closer to her than to complete strangers or even to acquaintances, but his little stunt of running away from home without even so much as a goodbye proved a thing or two about his attachment to her - or any of his family. Time would reveal whether or not he would treat Ravi that way, but his lover may have some things to say about that.
Apathetically, he responded to Ravi; "That's great..."
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Post by ravi on Nov 1, 2008 11:00:50 GMT -5
The yukata shifted slightly as Ravi adjusted while Azar laid silently on the bed. His long black hair was loosely braided, Ravi sat next to Azar and watched him after he said something deadpan, Ravi was silent then he did speak. “You do realize that you are a hypocrite?” He said looking at the mirror. “You tell me, please don’t leave me, and don’t ever leave and what do you do?” Ravi let the question hang; his voice was even and rather soft. He wasn’t yelling at Azar he scolding him, albeit gently. “You’re behavior today was appalling to say the least. You were rude to your mother and sister you tried to manhandle me to leave with you and you over-reacted.” Ravi paused and cleared his throat. He was raising his voice, “Do you know, I would give anything to have family like yours? Azar? To have what you have? To have family that is welcoming and accepting? I…I am just shocked on how you treated your family tonight.” Said Ravi his voice quieting.
He then adjusted on the bed knowing that the next thing he will hear is Azar ranting and raving. Ravi kept reminding himself that Azar loved him and that this was only temporary. But Ravi didn’t know what would Azar do next that would make him reconsider their relationship.
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Post by azar on Nov 2, 2008 15:29:43 GMT -5
Oh, gods. Oh, gods. Ravi had to start lecturing him when he was feeling lost in the depths of depression and despair? Nagging wasn't the best way to bring him back to speed, nor would it return a good reaction in any way whatsoever. Azar was convinced Ravi would know better, but apparently he was wrong this time - and predictably enough, he didn't listen to half of what Ravi said, especially not the most important parts. Azar singled out the negativity to his claims, growing more and more preoccupied with his own problems. Azar felt like he was about to explode in anger, yet wounded deeply at the same time. Ravi seemed to know exactly where to strike, where each word would hurt the most. Wisely, he blamed Azar for the trouble he caused, not anyone else. Azar gritted his teeth a bit as he rolled over to his back, irately looking Ravi in the face. "You...you shut your mouth..." He was too upset to speak. Although scathing in every way, he found no massive flaws in Ravi's little lecture. However, to make his feelings known, the reddish-faced Azar would grumble and groan loudly as he positioned himself to his side. "Whatever. Shut up. I don't want to talk. Go to bed." ...A miracle! It may not have stopped there, though. Azar wasn't about to keep his opinions to himself if Ravi pried much more. Azar has ended his part of the thread
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Post by ravi on Nov 4, 2008 13:11:43 GMT -5
Huffing Ravi sat back in his beds as Azar gave him short responses. Ravi frowned at his attuitude, is this what he wanted for a mate? Selfish. Azar is always selfish and not even listening. Not wanting a massive fight this late Ravi didn't continue to barrate him.
"Fine I'll shut up, it's not like you are listening anyway, Good night Azar." Ravi blew out the candle and kissed Azar's cheek.
Laying in the darkness Ravi's mind races, he recalled pleasentness of Azar's family the feeling being welcomed. Something that he really craved to be welcomed again for who he is. He sighed deeply listening to Azar's breathing, not really happy with the ending though. He kept telling himself. Azar loves me, Azar loves me. He care for me, he wants me around He kept chanting this to himself as he laid next to Azar. Quiely he fell asleep knowing that the next day would be better.
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