Diary of an Exile

[gandalan]

I never really understood Raine, but I suppose my decision to leave was justified. Sometimes I miss home. I miss my stupid little sister and her stupid friends. I miss my mother's cooking. I miss my arguments with dad. I miss everything.

I want to go home. But what would happen to me if I did?

I've traveled this far by luck alone, and by ferry. Otheriwse, I couldn't do it so quickly. But if I were to make a return trip, it would be made harder by the weight on my heart. Should I do it? I just don't know anymore. Thayari could take me to her home, and I could live there. But I wouldn't really be at home.

I don't know what to do anymore! Somebody send me a sign! Please!

...

I love them so much... I miss them so much...

(teardrops smear what is written next)

~Nakamura

[gandalan]

I've decided to go back. I have to take the punishment, or I'll never be at peace with myself. I have no idea what they'll do to me.

~Nakamura