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Post by ziyuan on Nov 2, 2007 13:28:27 GMT -5
Dependency has always been an issue in my crew. In many cases, I am the one who they depend upon. I can't say that I am upset because I'm not. I'm actually quite flattered if it is to be believed that a pirate can say such words.
I found myself randomly thinking of my parents today. After going some days without proper feeding or even a slight drink of wine, one begins to think. Those memories were, though, unflattering, but I cannot say that they are totally forgotten. I see people looking at me in prosperous towns as if I'm dirt because I'm a pirate. They gather their children and move on quickly, for they think that I am only around to steal their things. Isn't that what a pirate is SUPPOSE to do? Perhaps this small thing is just bothering me more than I thought it did.
I passed out in Zhy moments later, but received no help from anyone. Perhaps that is the destiny of a pirate. To be ignored. To be forgotten. Perhaps my profession is not one that is suitable for any young child. I managed to pull myself up though. I normally always do. There has never been that hand that would help me stand.
~Ziyuan
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